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Jan. 21st, 2004

07:13 pm - It must be killig time unwilling mine, fate uppergainst your will

Hello Dave (This is getting real boring dunno y i do it)

Yo Yo Yo

Havent been up 2 much recently bit of snowboarding and stuff and thats bout it ya......Havent spoke to the Clarkester for ages....I wanna....:S

So neways to day bin to brum got a new Volcom Hat and sum O'Niel Gloves woop woop!

Recently not been feeling my best, cuz school band this site man that sucks..... and im seriously confused again. Shell is really pissing me off bcoz she is just able to specaily with the hand of her trusty long haired blue eyed black haired guitarist....macca. It dont feel like were together nemore....I keep getting ignored for macca, Its like yesterday I walked in the corridor thought she was waving at me and really she was waving at macca i didnt see this untill after i was waving....my my my wasnt I embarssed..And when she did look all I could do was cut her an evil. 2 day I go to give her summin from one of her mates in my class and she was 2 busy talkin to macca so huess who got ignored when he gave her the thingy...To think I bought her a set up man Im dumb. Neway yea we dnt even make out nemore its like a peck on the cheek nd I think My mum nd dad do more than that nd there like 50 well I accually hope they dnt but yea....UcK VISUALS nt nice.... Anyway yea Its come to my attention that I dnt wanan be with her I wanna be with someone else

Im guna sound like a sleaze but I cant help it.

I been talking with some one who I used to like and went to see them....Duno whats going on tehre but I think that some day I wanna be with them>>>>> cuz yea but neway It leaves me in dilema cuz i cnt stop thinkin bout this person even tho im with another
I probly cud if she didnt piss me off so much BlAH

neway this was guna be short but asp Usual I dragged it out like a Drag queen going to a gay party.

Im Out

Current Mood: confused

Current Music: Echo and the bunnymen-killing moon

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Jan. 2nd, 2004

10:59 pm - IM tired of pretending when I havent even started

Well I feel really shit............ I just bin in a really arsey mood all nite....

I think shells pissed with me now.......cuz ive bin arsey nd stuff......she came online nd ive bin really moody with her for no reason.....well im a bit tired like......She was just doing my head in cuz i wanted to talk to her bout when I get bk....nd she just wanted to talk to me bout the gig which i 4got to tell her some important stuff..then we were talkin bout to moz which is the day i get back and i was just really arsey........she hasnt done her homework for school yet which we both agreed that we wud do b4 i got back.....so it means she wont be in town......last time she left me was cuz she was falling behind "cuz she couldnt stop thinking bout me"......this time round seemed so much better nd stuff cud b that im tired which makes me arsey.......nd then I was like trying to be supportive.....so I sed yea well u just spend all day 2moz doin ur hw nd ill see u in the eve....nd she was like well well go to the cross coz i wanna see faye....and if maccas there we cnt act coupleish.......SO WHAT IF FUCKIN MACCAS THERE, so what if ur his mate and he fancies u tahts nt my problem just fuckin go out with him or summin.........she dnt think that it fuckin hurts me when shes all worrying about macca and expects me to change coz he likes her.....WHY THE FUCK SHUD I IM HER BF....is his problem......so yea neway she pissed me off as well...cuz at the cross gig which me nd JOEY (hes so cool) organised I wanted to play our song with her nd she sed no it will hurt macca.........ITS OUR SONG NOT HIS (OK your in his band nd he tabbed the song bu hu cares) so i accepted it gracefully and sed oh well.......then she sed tpoday oh yea macca wants to play remember to breathe with me can I and coy im an idiot i was like yea course u can.....SO now its jsut guna hurt when she plays it at the gig........im guna go out side with JOEY or summin.....kick sum druggies off the car park cuz im SECURITY wooo
She just did my head in tonite......but i still really like her nd cnt wait to get bk with her to moz...at least were nt goin 2 the cross now cuz i sed nahh cnt b arsed to go the cross....

So yea thats bout it really.....

Just a fat load of shit I wanted to get off my mind so i can sleep better

She jsut texted me she seems like shes excited bout 2 moz but yea

IM OUT!

Current Mood: moody

Current Music: none

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06:42 pm - Im the king of pain like sting

To day is my last day YEY, Then im bk in the UK.

Today has been extra boring I did homework and then went to the town to get some snowboarding goggles.. I got sum there ok.

Im really pissed off that I cant find the car that I want! ANYWHERE..mite be because there was only 2000 imported to the UK :( but ill find one in the colour i want.....well I better or ill go ape shit!


IM really cold and my right hand is frezzing no idea why but it is which is really gay. its been snowing here to day...I want it to snow on the uk so I can miss school and go snowboarding at pitcher oak golf course with my fav bad boy SKATE SHOP DAVE!

WOO just reminded me that tomorrow i Can go to SUSPECT hell yea----

Ive decided what Im wearing tomorrow...im wearing my bad ass chords and my blingin Emerica top..nd of course my ultimate bling shoes....with a suspect hoodie and my toy machine beanie....it makes me look so kool!!! well i think so....I saved my play boy top as well which is good coz then I can wear it when i get back, with my Corded Cardigen....woooo.

Im really not liking all the changes in the Redditch it seems preety fucked to me.....like Sum ppl gettin down sum on new years eve.......nd other ppl gettin hurt......nd a paticular DOG DICK fonin up my favorite CLARKSTER!! Its guna b scarey comin bk and familarising myself with these changes...when i dnt like them..

Changes suck ass....

but yea shit happends-------

yea Cnt wait to get back so for now IM OUT !!!

Current Mood: content

Current Music: Jerobeam-Miss K

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Jan. 1st, 2004

Dec. 29th, 2003

Dec. 28th, 2003

03:05 pm

Hello dave!!!!!

Arr i am doing loads of coursework and listening to some blinging tunes and clarkey is just sat around like a prune.

So last night i went clubbing, i was force fed fags dude. Oh well! yeah well it was fun i think i might take it up for a hobby. Mark and shell split up but i think they are meeting up today to sort it out.

Fi fi is a complete dog, clarkey is really bothered by her and i find her really funny, like dog funny. I think everybody is going to get sex out of her, and she keeps signing in and out of msn and she is so fucking annoying!!!!!

So yea i haven't seen Shell(my girlfriend) for ages and i miss her.. hmm how gay! I think she mite be cheatin on me because of Fi fi i am really paranoid that every other Girlfriend i have will cheat on me.

I finally get a girlfriend and i have to go on holiday for ages, with gay germans. This also means i'm missing kate's new years eve party which is really damn annoying because i've missed everyone of her parties now argh!!!

I'M OUT x

Current Mood: okay

Current Music: bling bling

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Dec. 27th, 2003

10:34 am - blah

Heylo Dave!!!!

HAHA fifi is getting dumpped today cuz she cheats to much lol, im goin into the city centre to day to buy sum shit yey ummummm

Nothing much has really happend recently i went out for a sk8 yesterday and stuff.... Christmas was poo cuz i gt real lonley but yea only another 7 days and i will be back with all u rude as mofos.

Tonight im goin 2 a German Party sounds fun cuz I cant speak the language very well I think it shud be a world wide rule that English is the main language but its not guna happen.

Clarkey was FUCKIN ROCKIN last nite she was in such a good mood she best stay like it or ill be very dissapointed. LOL.

Anyway I cant be arsed to type much else so maybe later or summin

Current Mood: horny

Current Music: none

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Dec. 16th, 2003

05:40 pm - feel the force

Hello Dave!

Yea 2 day was ok, nuffin much happend nd ive bin bored all day.

i didnt get a txt off fifi so yea suppose thats a good thing right, I sat discussing girls for an hour wid Eddie to day, we came to the conclusion, that,( i think it sounds real bad so im guna stall as much as possible).................................. at our age 16, only younger girls are intrested in you which makes ur mates call you a pedo if you go out with them and you cnt do nethin bout it bcoz all the older girls want 30 year old pedos from a night club, which really sucks, but i wasnt really that bothered........ i'd go out with someone younger than me...........do i make sense?

I really wanna meet clarkey 2moz....or preety soon cuz ive none her four bout a year nd a half and All weve really sed when Ive bin sober is yea hi hows u........ yea ok (back away slowly try nt to look neverous or akward) so thats about it........... but she totally rocks my world when i talk 2 her on the net.......AM I A HOMO??? (retotical question)

Im jealous of my dad hes off work now nd i gt 6th form till Friday what a bastard.......Accoriding to Mr Butler that I am also jealous of my dad cuz hes what I wanna be and Im jealous coz hes married to my mum and I lust over my mum....and secretly I wanna kill my dad but I dont its what some dodgy physcology bloke sed.......which bore little relavence to my lesson???? But at least Butler Admited he was still Pissed from the nite b4

mehhhh i need a shave ......

Current Mood: tired

Current Music: saves the day-firefly

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Dec. 14th, 2003